Sunday, May 23, 2010
Friday, April 9, 2010
I'm confused
Christianity claims that god became physical.The notion of god becoming physical is impossibility. He, who created all of physical existences, is the one being not subject to those laws. God governs all physical matter. To suggest god can become physical and be subject to his own physical laws means that he does not control the universe. A clear contradiction and impossibility.
Jesus died for other peoples' sin.Deuteronomy, 24:16; “There will not be killed fathers for sons (sins, nor) are sons killed for father’s (sins). Each man in his own sin will be killed.”According to this, the theory of the death of Jesus on behalf of others’ sins is contrary to god’s own words.
Those are the two main things that stuck out to me. Expect more to come later.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
September 13, 2009
~The bears suck, as usual.
~My nails are extra long
(I'm making a conscious effort to grow them)
~Ashely Dixon is super cool
~I need a car
~I tuned my sister's toms to a Bb major triad
~Mr johnson can't handle duck duck goose
(lmao)
~rehearsal marathon used to be pointless and fun, now it has purpose and is fun
~Michael Jackson WAS attractive until he made himself look like a freak
~Matt Morely has amazing taste in music
~My mom shouldn't have gotten drunk last night if she didn't want to deal with it this morning
~the key of g minor bothers me, but I'm okay with Bb Major
(they are the same, but not really hah)
~I'm going to give ms R non stop shit when she gets back from being a mom lol
~Pink has a super raspy voice
~I'm going to get fired from my job
~I want a boyfriend.
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[yeah he's in there^] hah
~Shannon's bike isn't at my house anymore and my garage looks like it is missing something hah
~I work too much this week
~Billy joel wins at life.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Can someone say confidence booster?
SO needless to say, it's not everyone that thinks I suck terribly :D :D :D
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Problems I have with myself
2. I bite my nails
3. I can't force myself to care about school
4. I'm too laid back
5. I don't know how to make friends
6. I tell myself I'm going to do things but don't
7. I can't talk to my mom about things
inside the head of....
As of this moment, there is too much going through my head, it is bringing me to tears. Loneliness, a longing for something that I can't describe because I'm not too sure what it is. But something is missing. It might be a lack of self confidence, my issue with friendship, I don't know. But there is something that constantly pokes at me and for the life of me, can't figure out.
I'm a mess. Sitting here tears running down my face by myself, causing a stuffy nose, hair a mess, disgustingly dirty room, music blaring in my ears, alarm set for 8 am, which is about 2 hours, homework not done, school starts tomorrow, a 6 hour shift at work. I can't do it anymore.