Friendship.

Ever since 1st grade I have went through friends like nobody knows. I always ended up being friends with the other people who got made fun of (Yes, I got made fun of a lot) example, the baby, momma's boy, that kid everyone called gay. You name it, I've been friends with them. Being associated with them meant I got made fun of even more.

When I finally found a great friend in about 3rd grade, she moved away. Her name was Shannon Perry. She always had purple ketchup in her house. That was just the way she rolled. Then after she left, I came to be friends with this girl Alyssa who lives two houses away from me. Soon, I wasn't aloud to play with her anymore because her family did some not so great things. In 5th grade, I found a friend name Meghan. Bad choice. She was the "Baby." I got so much crap for being her friend that I didn't even want to go to school anymore. I stayed friends with her until 7th grade because I couldn't take much more. Then I met this girl named "Betty" (Betty because too many people know her). She was the most immature person I have ever met, and still is. Long story behind that but we ended up not being friends. At the end of 7th grade, I met some people who I liked and weren't totaly failures at being friends. To be honest, I could have kept those friendships if I truly wanted to.

That is a problem. I was just so used to being friends with someone for a little while and then it being ended. It's like a commitment issue, but not really. When I met Brittany and Annie, I decided they were going to be different. They didn't make fun of me. We just got along and soon they were my best friends. This was in 8th grade. They still are. But I'm worried that they aren't going to be much longer. Although, I know it's not true, I feel like we are drifting apart. We just don't see each other/talk much anymore. But when we do, it's beyond amazing. I'm going to be a better friend. (At least try)

Freshman year modern world history class, Shannon became another one of my best friends. Thank God. I love being around her. We can do things like lay on my front lawn for an hour not really talking but it's just all good. She's going to be my buddy for a super duper long time (haaha).

The beginning of sophomore year I met Sarah and began to be good friends with her. It's already starting to fail. 7 1/2 months, that fast. Is it me who is a bad friend? or is it the other people? For example, Eric, I'm getting to be great friends with him but I almost don't want to just because I will probably end up not being friends with him.