Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Semester numero dos

Second semester is going pretty awesome so far. I like that I see 3 out of 4 of my best friends :). But boo for not being in anything with Kristina :(. Grade wise, I will do much better this semester. I have already started doing homework on the day it is assigned. That's a good start. like math, I did Friday's homework on Sunday, Monday's on Monday and Tuesday's just a little while ago. I also did the chem worksheet. I never used to do those. I have a feeling that English is going to be the only thing that kills me. All these stupid projects at the same time. Oh jeeze Mr. Wade.

Today school was good...until I got to band haha stupid Hanerhoff replacement guy. But then after 5th period was over it was all good. I went to Jane Addams with Shannon, Brittany, and Sarah. That was super awesome. I love Ms. Zabinski so much (that was weird that I actually said "Zabinski") I am feeling really great right now (even though that stupid speech is hanging over my head) school is going semi- decent, I am talking to/ seeing my friends a lot. Life's good!

:D

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

"second" winter break

yep that was pretty dang cool. We had Thursday through Monday off. Epic. I felt extra popular the whole time. So many people asked me to hang out and stuff. It was just great :D But I did realize that the typical "girl Drama" you see on t.v. really does happen. I was aware of it all a long but never actually experienced it myself. I'm not going to go into details but I am just SO glad that I have the friends I have because we don't have silly and pointless Drama. Even though that is only about 5 people that I am talking about that's okay. My friends rock hardcore!

Saturday, January 10, 2009

What if?

What if?

I've been wondering that a lot lately.
What if I was born into a different family?
What if I didn't join band in 6th grade?
What if I walk out of my house and get hit by a car?
What if I do bad on my chemistry final?
What if Oboma(SP?) is a bad president?
What if my dog runs away?
What if I have to wake up early for wind symphony?
What if I graduate high school a year early?
What if I fail my drivers test?

All of these "what if's" are making me crazy. I just want to know. I'm tired of wondering, waiting , and just guessing about things. I want to know everything. I want to know why the sky is blue and why snow is called snow. Who was important enough to decide that? Why can I not just say that snow is rain and rain is snow? I want to know how my cell phone works. I want to kow why a teacher who teaches a class all about Spanish does NOT even know how to speak it. I want to know why people decide to go out with someone for four days. I want to know how i made the decision to get my hair cut how I did. Just WHY? It is like tearing away at my insides. How did I make the amazing choice to be friends with who I am? Why do we like the people that we like? Why do people do stupid things? Why am I sitting here waiting for audition results when I know they won't be up until at least Monday? How come if you hang out with someone enough you start to talk like them? Don't tell me that's not true. I'm starting to say "what the crap" that is bad.

There cannot be a good explaination for more than half of this. I'm determined to find out why. For everything. I don't care what it takes, or how long. I just really need to know.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

slackaaaa

I wish that I was not such a slacker. My new years resoultion was to be better in school...hahaha I failed on the Monday that we went back. Finals are coming up. I am worried about the chem, spanish(i didn't pay attention all semester), and english(just because my grade sucks). Right now it is 12:35 and I just got home about half an hour ago from the Bulls game at the United Center. Pep band played when our boys team played around 1:30. It was great I got to get out of english and math, the two classes that annoy me the most. I have to do acts 3 and 4 of julius caesar. I DONT CARE ABOUT HIM. hahahah but really I dont. and i don't want to do the packet. You know you are lazy when the spark notes are too much to handle. Anyways i think that i might "accidentally" fall asleep on my hmwk cuz I am beat.

Monday, January 5, 2009

This is because Mrs. Bruno used to let us do this in our journals and I liked it.
wall, laptop, keys, letters, teacher, sunflowers, jonas, music, band, basketball, united center, bathtub, facebook, myspace, internet, procrastionation, friends, babies, dogs, dude, pencil, pen, paper, stapler, paper clip, chemistry, element, compound, spanish, dumb, stupid, ignorant, relentless, funny, theater, that, this, those, this, you, her, he, she, us, we, sleep, alarm clock, tired, pillow, shannon, random, soap, jane addams, bhs, humphrey, marching band, trumpets, guitars, morning, sunset, sunrise, english, buster, mom, dad, dana, aunt cheryl, johnsons baby soap, combonations, t.v., house, frank J, elvis, preseley, words, dictioinary, encyclopedia, thesarus, why, who, what, where, when, interview.

I miss doing those journals every day in her class. I should start doing my own. Mrs. Bruno, possibly the best english teacher cuz she tought me how to do that^^. you should give it a try cuz it organizes your thoughts. There needs to be more time in a day so that I can go back to Jane Addams to visit. I need to wake up in less than six hours so bye. hah